dependence

dependence? will i depend on him too much?will this become my habit?suddenly i scare i will drop into one deep cave. too much dependence is not good to me even though i hope he did it to me. He treat me as well till i feel warm and...studying outside alone,i wish hving someone accompany me around, the appearance of him make me feel that i m in love. I cannot be like tat, i need control myself. (因為擔心會把他對我的好成為一種習慣,我的私心會作祟，會太依賴他）