dun know how to explain......................

actually i keep one secret in my heart for a very long period...before i really wan to conceal this secret but now...as our friendship ady maintain in stronger relation, then i felt guilty not...actually i am....it is very hard to speak my these words out...it is my fault...is my aspiration to have...is my fault i know.......but maybe it is ady too late.....late for explanation....haiz~