peaceful

Is it difficult to have peaceful in daily life?i just desire to have peaceful in my life, y need me so trouble?i cannot take peaceful because of my brother's hair. His hair was long enuf and being cut by discipline teacher.He was angry and became mad. He threw anything he took. He nearly to throw my pc on the floor.i felt so frustrated because of his attitude. Because of hair, he became insane;because of hair, he didnt wan to go school.He just ignored our advice and continue to explode....y i cannot have peaceful in my holiday.i only have two holidays in my home.i wan enjoy my holiday before start my new sem.y need me so trouble...so frustrated...i hope my bro can improve a lot in his study...i hope he can has a brilliant future in his life...

改變

新的學期就要開始了，有很多事情我都需要更改，那就是我對朋友的看法和觀點。經過一連串的事情，我終于想通了，不要太介入朋友之間的事情，大家都是朋友，沒有分等級。我個人是個蠻沖動的人，很情緒化，這一點我也需要改變，因為一旦被人氣著，我就會大發雷霆，不得收拾。^^我比較喜歡直腸子的人，雖然講話很直接，但是沒有心眼。雖然說話很容易得罪人，但是只要明白他人是這樣的，我個人覺得這種朋友才是會對你好的朋友。我希望能有這樣的朋友^^雖然如此，我還是很珍惜我的友誼，沒有朋友，就沒有現在的我。友誼萬歲！！！

Year two sem one is goin to the end...

Time flows veery fast...this sem is going to the end soon. We have three month long holidays. During this holiday, i will have a internship at kl with my best friends(eileen n peiwen). It is my first job n i am very happy having a new life at kl. hopefully everything will be fine n successfully. However, during this sem, there are many unhappy things happened around me like friendship problem. but, i learnt a lot from this. i know how to differentiate good n bad. The most memorable in this sem is i had a cute boyfriend(jin). With him around, anything bad will be gone. i m not fear anything because of him. He care me very well n i m really wan to thank to him. Wish our love will be forever. This sem is really a hard sem. Five subjects really make me cry n tension a lot...however, i still can handle it. Anyway, i hope next sem i can have a fleely study weeks(even though i know it is impossible) hahahahahaha...but i can handle anything because

who am i, I m cindy!!!

stress enough lately...

stress--one of challenge that i need to meet. i fear to face stress. nowadays, i cannot control and manage my stress. i suffer stress coming from two factors. one is study stress and another one is friend. i m tired...and no mood to care anything...all i think and worry now is final exam...however, even though i said ii wan concentrate on my studies but sometimes i will automatically to think some problems that i face now.
how can i do now?
i dun wan to think anything...
after accident, i found myself very unlucky...there are a lot of unhappy events happened on me.
i wan to escape anything...
i m tired and dun wan to think anything ...

he is a gud bf...indeed

even though sometimes i felt that he control me a lot...but indeed he treat me very well. He did anything gud for me. I know wat he did for me. I understand y he control me this ...control me tat...actually i n one that need to be controlled by someone. this is due to my behavior. I m easily influenced by my friends sometimes. But with him around me, everything bad will be impossible. my love increase day by day....maybe i will rely on him...

finally start...

today morning around 3-4am i started relationship with him Hence it is a very very special day for me. I felt sweet with him around me. I think i will not regret for my decision. In short, loving him forever. (pgy,eileen...dun envy me o, quick to find ur Mr Q la...hahahaha)

決定

一直以來都不想去想這個問題，可是現在必須想清楚了。我到底怎么想其實我不清楚，喜歡他還是？？？想了一個晚上，我覺得我應該知道自己心里的答案。我怕做錯決定，昨天塔羅牌告訴我必須隨著我心里的想法來做決定，應該沒問題吧～全部人好像在等著我的答案，讓我好壓力.....這個決定我想我應該不會后悔吧～是時候說了...

今晚就跟他說清楚吧～不想再去想這個問題。希望他不會受到這個答案的影響